(Source: fitorae, via orderfromthedisorder-deactivate)
I want to look disgustingly thin, I want people to be scared to touch me incase I break.
and it still wont be enough
oh and i have a boyfriend. who makes me really happy.
thing is, he subconsciously squeezes my love handles and thighs when we are laying together
makes me hate myself even more
i hope all of you have been doing alright.
healthy… i hope?
im fucked.
more suicidal than ever
good news though, im done with purging.
well no.
but that is all my docs and parents need to know